women, all but a bunch of lacy laces

Monday, May 18, 2009

i still think life's short enough

12:42 AM}

Yesterday I dropped my vivitar
Today I didn't bring my camera out
I didn't pay attention to the music on my discman either
Just now I forgot my password
and I'm not always sleepy
but I'm feeling really tired
I hope I just need the sleep..

Monday, April 13, 2009

pixie dust

9:59 PM}

Hellooo. A couple of days back I was wondering if I should even do this. But I did it and am here not to say bye but to let my space know I'm not leaving you (: I just expanded or divided my blog up. Kim and I started another blog on livejournal because we thought we could make some cash this way. You know, selling old stuff, impulse buysss. Some people would call it pre-loveds. But I never believed in preloves. Unless the thing dies one me or something... So like all other stuff, I'm not abandoning omgitseleanor. I just decided to make this slightly more.. private. More for thoughts rather than random nonsense to flow. Or maybe not, I don't know. But I'm not abandoning you.

Anyway my other blog is shiftybeanpoles.livejournal.com (: it is very cute I know. If I sell stuff there, please buy. And I'll stop going "FUND MEEE".

Also, I've started schooling again. Not officially, just getting orientated. Nothing seems to be happening yet. As of now I only look forward to having dreaded econs again and this time, doing well in it. Hahaha. I will (: I spend at least 3hours travelling back and forth each time I go to the damn school, which is so damn far. But it was my choice, so not complaining here. But I get so bored during these terrible trainrides. So I read.. Only that, the more I read, the more I wish to escape into the worlds that are behind those words that I read as I go on my rumbling rumbling trainride to school :(

Sunday, April 5, 2009

first 3 rolls of films

4:36 PM}

Kim and I were talking last night about how poor we are and I suggested we start a new combined blog and join nuffnang. A combined blog will allow us to get more hits and so earn more faster. But the idea of it is so commercial it annoys me. I dislike commercial stuff but it seems like a good way to earn extra cash :( and I might end up blogging like the typical blogger with lots and lots of pictures of everything and anything. And this annoys me, not the typical bloggers, but the possibility of me turning into one is. Urgh, soo annoying. BUT I can get to sell my impulse buys as well.. Hmm. I just made an excel document on my expenditures and savings and am so proud of myself haha. I am being so organised :D But in doing so, and after some calculations, I find myself even more broke. So this might be a good idea afterall lah...

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I recently developed two rolls of film. One from the Vivitar and the other my uncle's Yashica. Some shots turned out really really nice and I can't help but to show off. Muahaha. My old blackbird roll turned out okay too but despite feeling so proud of myself my mummy's not as excited as I am. What's your subject???... *pause and blinks* You think this is interesting..? ....
:\ And I said well yeah. Ha..
Anyhow, some of my favourite shots are below :D (Click to enlarge)

Friday, April 3, 2009

from miniclips

4:34 PM}

(: I haven't been posting because there are far more exciting and also rather lazy things to do recently.
Anyway, I've been playing a couple of online games recently and I found out I can post them on my blog! So here's to share!

Polar Jump

Click on the Polar Bear to make him jump as high as possible.

Monster Bash

Help Monster bash the skull as far as possible!

Platypus

Save the world from complete destruction in the Platypus. (I have always loved this game!)

Magic Pen

Collect the flags with the red ball to complete each level. DAMN FUN!

Friday, March 13, 2009

i still want to go snorkeling

6:53 PM}

Yesterday I stood for 12hours and that earned me 80bucks.

Today I went out with my mom for a foot massage and that cost 30 dollars.

We also went grocery shopping (sort of) and I got me milk for 4 dollars, ham for 3 and butter for 2. There was also bread and something else from Watsons.

Altogether it was 13.

Oh right, I had KFC twice yesterday during my breaks and that was like, 8 dollars?

I also need to put at least 50bucks back into my POSB.

Okay, so 75 dollars is gone.

Yesterday I stood for 12hours and got meself 5 dollars.

Er....... what the hell.

And it got me so damn tired I wanted to die sleeping because I was that relieved.

There were stuff I had to post about - Desaru, A levels, Aramsa Spaaaa, SPCA.. But I got really lazy and retarded while typing halfway. I am so bored I roll my eyes over and over and over until they are spinning. It's quite cool actually, maybe you could try it, I dont know.

I feel rather spastic nowadays. I really am clueless as to why :\

Okay, not really. Aramsa Spa was one of the greatest things that I have discovered. Remember the time when Bev won my mom a massage over the radio? Beef mutton midnight show thing.. So my mom signed up for a package, a really crazily expensive package, and brought us over last Sat. Kim and I got ourselves an eye massage. The place is cozy like mad. Maybe you should try it too, if you have the money. It is very expensive though. I don't think I'll ever be going back again, unless it's with my mummy. Heehee.

SPCA was awesome too. Am paying another visit tomorrow! Mel has a video of the little ginger kitty we 'adopted'! I hope it's still around tomorrow though. Desaru was pretty good too. Also, that morning I left for Desaru, I was playing with Dimples when I realised how tiny tiny tiny her paws were. But although they were tiny, they looked slightly human, just with longer nails. They looked so terribly cute and I tried to hold them. And guessy what! I could, so I held onto her tiny paws while she drank water. Hahaha.

(A LEVELS. A LEVELS was horror. So was its results. THE results. Do not feel like disclosing anything here. But no way am I retaking it. Pleeeease)

Aiya, I feel crazy now adays. Somewhat annoyingly bimbotic too. Whatever, I don't know why and I don't really like it. But I can't seem to help it. Maybe I'm THAT bored. URGH. I feel very fullofspasm now adays.

On another note. I am NOT TURNING INTO a bimbo. No, I have been reading alot and that has kept me very very happy. I feel like never going back to any formal school again and just read up and study on my own. It feels so much more fulfilling this way, because I actually get to learn about what I'm truly interested in. I get to understand the stuff I'm curious about. Shouldn't learning be like that? Sigh. How else can one find motivation? From one's future employability?!?! Siao, kill me.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

hello again, i am so bored..

5:32 PM}

There's a weird Korean syndrome going around. Even my mom's getting into it. She bought Full House today :P which is a rather happy thing for everyone in the house but the father and grandmother.. lol.

I found something really cool while researching on my oktomat! I can turn it into mini movies haha, look here! Now all I need to do is learn how to convert it into whatever version those movies are in. Cool huh. I think I'm gonna get a couple of good shots.. Will upload after I develop them! Although, I'm really running out of film at the moment. I need to buy good cheap films and slides soon :( see, it sucks to be poor.

Then I got really bored that day and started editing all my photos. It got kinda addictive. I also turned one of my photos into a polaroid! I am damn proud of it lol.

Looks like one doesnt it! I am so pro. Haha.

ALSO, I recently adopted a feather duster thing as my new pet. It's orange and fluffy. I love fluff and fur.. ever since a was a baby. I named it after the Tibetan Antelopes :D which are really cute.

They're called Chiru. I intend to name my first puppy Chiru but decided to try the name out first (: I think I really like the name alot. Come here Chiru.. Chiru Chiru.. Hee.

Okay it is raining now and I am still bored. Please rain more more more. Oh wait, the NS guys have to go back to camp tonight. Urgh, all that mud. I can't help but feel so horrible for all my NS friends. Take care you all. Don't fall sick or whatever :(

Friday, February 27, 2009

hello everybody.

10:15 PM}

There's something I would really like to know. IS there anyone out there who is like me? Who is feeling so numb and empty about stupid march 6 and who already know you'll fail and all you can say or think about is 'now what?'....?
Tell me please, maybe we could form a community. Maybe be friends.. Maybe kill each other. Best. D:

BIGSIGH. Everyone's so worried about their results and are so worried about not doing well. Jacq even dreamt of getting AACC and like god many others just 'want to die'. 'FEEEL LIKE DYING'. But I already know that I'm dead.

So yeah, now what.

I need to talk to somebody. Badly.

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I keep adding youtube videos here. Can I just add a mp3 link? Urgh. Ugly videos. ANYWAY. BELOW:

I see your dirty face
High behind your collar
What is done in vain
Truth is hard to swallow
So you pray to God
To justify the way you live a lie, live a lie, live a lie
And you take your time
And you do your crime
Well you made your bed
I'm in mine

(Chorus Kevin Rudolf)
Because when I arrive
I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What is this, forgot?
I must now remind you
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock

(Verse 2: Kevin Rudolph)
Now the son's discrased
He, who knew his father
When he cursed his name
Turned, and chased the dollar
But it broke his heart
So he stuck his middle finger
To the world
To the world
To the world
And you take your time
And you stand in line
Well you'll get what's yours
I got mine